My dear abang

Dear abang...

If you can read this..i'm missing you badly..

If you can read this..i'm having a heartache..

If you can read this, i cannot sleep..

If you can read this...i'm thinking of you..

If you can read this..i'm surviving..

If you can read this...at the same time i'm suffering..

Dear abang...

It's been 9 months and 5 days

If there's something inside it's like 5 days more for it to comes out

I'm loving you more each second 

I'm loving you 86400 times each day

And it will be double every day

Dear abang...

Every time I hear your voice, I hear another reason to keep you forever

And forever for me let it be till the after life..

I'm following each of your word

Cause for me your words are my Jannah

It's been said that you only truly fall in love once,

But I don't believe it

Every time I see you, I fall in love all over again 

Dear abang...

Even though we are miles apart

Feels like we are lying together hand in hand

Laughing and tickling each other

Until i cry and u push me closer

I seem to have loved you in numberless forms

numberless times 

in life after life in age after age forever

Dear abang...

Please come here and hold me tight

As i am missing you every night

you are my prince king and knight

Since the first day i saw you smile

You charm and shyness was so sweet i was falling..~

Dear abang...

We have long more journey to go through together
with kids and cooking blending ice and drinks

Hope this will last forever

I love you so much and i know you do too

All the lovings you've been giving

are stealing my heart away...
Don't go anywhere because you are mine
And i'm yours until the great beyond
May Allah bless our marriage with lots of love

Dear abang... 

If only you can read this now...