Sunday, March 18, 2012

Hyperemesis gravidarum with Heartburn

Here i go again... (sambil makan biskut sayo)


15 Mac 2012, Khamis malam jumaat 7.00 mlm - it was a very hard night tho... biasenye kalau duduk rumah in-law maghrib mmg akan jemaah and after that ade tazkirah ikutla sape punye turn. huhu aku pernah sekali je and the topic was about aurat... maybe later i can share my notes.. 

back to the main topic - aku da amek wudhu siap2 sadly my husband was not around, die habis syif pukul 10. lately sejak preggy mmg jarang jemaah dgn family lagi2 sejak sakit pinggang makin teruk. so aku end up solat duduk sorang2 dalam bilik and luckily my MIL pun paham die pun x panggil. then after solat aku rasa dada da x sedap macam kene tekan2 picit2 je...bile bazilah dtg bilik ajak join tazkirah aku just ckp, 

"cakap kat mak, akak tak sihat..."

bile da lame2 baring, sane tak kene sini tak kene,sakit pun da makin menebal.... cepat2 kol hubby...and once i heard his voice terus air mata turun menjeje2... hehe manje gile! die pun tak tau nak buat ape, nak time off staff tak cukup.... dan aku..... terus menangis kesakitan.... seriously mcm sakit jantung pun ade...sangat sakit...hubby just pujuk.... 

"tahan la...nak jadi ibu ni kene tahan sakit...kalau bole balik awal... abg try balik awal..."

bile dengar mcm tu....haaa lagila kuat meraung nye.... last sekali hubby kol mak mentua suruh checkkan keadaan aku...dan kebetolan masa die jenguk ke bilik mmg tgh nangis2 lagi...huhu *malu* x penah nangis dpn die. then bile die tengok mcm da teruk je, die pun ajak gi klinik... g klinik dekat je dekat alam damai.... Klinik Alam Damai - Bersalin dan Surgeri (nama pun da macam sakit puan punye klinik kan)

Bile sampai2, punyela ramai patient die... ade 11 orang waiting kot!! aku pun da lemah semangat... tapi time tu macam da reda sikit.... aku pun x sure kenapekah.... then adela dalam sejam kot menunggu... dlm kol 9.30 camtu aleh2 my husband pun muncul...hehe melebar pulak senyuman.... mostly patient2 die adelah baby2 yang nak kene cucuk sbb siang2 parent keje...itula kelebihan klinik private, nak cucuk or nak check-up malam2 pun boley..

Dan tibe masenye name ku pun dipanggil... kelakar pun ade sampai due orang teman masuk.... my husband and mother-in-law... doktor pun pelik...hihi... then aku pun story la aku punye HPI - History of Present Illness gitu... dari 2 3 hari aku da x makan sangat, muntah pun sehari mau 5 6 kali jugak....makan je muntah, makan je muntah, memang x leh tolerate pun nak makan pape... plus current medication - obimin, FA and calcium...die cakap acid reflux, then aku pun baru terpikir, ha yela aku dok muntah konfem la acid naik ke atas lalu menginflammekan aku nye lining sooo tu rase sakit gile...itu la dipanggil heartburn... atau org melayu sebut... pedih ulu hati...

Lalu doktor pun story perkara yang aku x penah tau akan ini, (bile cite kat kawan2 sume pun terkejut sbb x tau pun selama ni) bahawasanya first trimester tak bole amek ape2 supplement pun lagi2 mcm obimin tu sbb ade byk zat besi dan bole mengundang alahan... aku pun "oooo...." jelaaa... camne tah nak jadi pharmacist, ubat bole makan ke x pun x tau...hihi

die suruh stop obimin just continue with FA je... and then mcm bese doktor akan tanye detail pasal cycle sume utk estimate pregnancy term and EDD. tibe2 die cakap....

"dah 9 minggu dah nie, da bole scan da nie...nak scan tak..?"

kalo ikut logik, klinik mmg suke nak scan sbb bole charge lebih kan, tapi seexcited doktor tu pun, hubby and MIL lagi excited terus diorang suh scan je...

inilah hasil scannye...




Actually x nampak sangat pun kan...about 2cm je... sangat kecik...tp on screen gamba agak lebih clear..boleh nampak jantung baby ^_^

Mak mentua siap tanye lagi doktor, ade brape heartbeat? ade 1 ke 2? haaaa... punye la berharap utk dpt cucu kembar ..hehe..... tp doktor ckp cuma nampak satu je heartbeat..so i wont put my hope too high... as long as my baby is healthy, i'm thankful enough... tp aku sgt2 gembira bile tgk hubby.... bile die tgk je gamba kat screen tak berkedip2 mata...nampak so excited... with his proud face...

bile nak balik tu, doktor nak prescribe antiemetic tp aku ckp x perlu just bagi antacid kot sbb kat rumah mmg xde stok antacid.. so die pun bagi mmt plus simethicone... aku pun dlm dok happy tu still sakit2 lagi dada.. x menyempat nk balik rumah, dalam kete gak aku telan mmt tu...aku pun pulang bersama dengan ibu mentua ku....

da sampai rumah x lame lepas tu my husband pun balik bersama bubur McD... ^_^ it was almost 11 pm kalo x silap aku.. bile da abes makan, siap2 nk masuk tido da....

TAPI! bile je tengah malam sakit aku da makin teruk...sangat sakit sampai menangis2.... kecian suamiku..mata pun da kuyu mengantuk sgt..mesti letih keje...kene pulak melayan isteri yang kuat nangis ni..die pun blur nak buat ape...last sekali die call my dad (hihi tgh2 malam pulak tu! sori ayah...) ayah pun suruh pegi hospital terus. pujuk punye pujuk (yerla aku da letih gile mmg x larat nak gi mane2) akhirnye aku pun ikutla jugak... pegila jugak a&e kat hukm tu

by the time kitorang sampai da almost 1 am da... aku kene primary triage dgn secondary.. so 2 kali aku mention aku pregnant... nurse tu bnyk soal pulak...aku da la letih, mengantuk, sakit... die pun bagi no suh tunggu....die kate kalo nak tunggu, tunggula banyak patient nie... patient yg pukul 8 tadi pun ade lagi...so.. aku nak jawab ape?? aku ckp aku tunggu jela... die siap ckp awal2 

"kalau tibe2 da rase x nak tunggu, pergi kaunter, kene cancelkan pendaftaran "

rase dalam hati nak sepak2 je.. ~ grrr...!! seb bek sebelom aku kuar bilik triage tu, die kate kejap2...ingt nak bagi ape, upenye die suh minum mmt...~ (caring jugakla die)

aku pun kuar...tgk waiting list ade lagi dlm 14 org... aku da x larat.... paling x larat bile satu patient amek mase setengah jam!!!! &@!#&*$#%!!!!

time tu mmg kesabaran da off limit... aku x tahan aku pujuk husband aku balik skrg jugak! so...pulangla kami dgn kecewa dan kesakitan mengenangkan sepital kerajaan... (name pun free)

on the way pun hubby tersengguk2 bawa kete...cian die..... da la penat balik keje...ish2...so sorry...~ 

bile da sampai rumah, x sempat masuk rumah lagi, abes semua bubur mcd aku muntahkan ke longkang dpn uma...tak tahan sanagt...masuk bilik je, aku cuba tido but still tak bole jugak..aku x tau nk buat mcm mane...aku pun telan la venloxin sebiji dgn harapan akan mengantuk...hubby pun google la... die pun cerita aku just dengar jela...

die cakap la sakit yg aku alami ni nama die 'heartburn' and roughly about 75% pregnant women akan mengalaminya...dan bla2...akhirnya aku pun tertido dalam tangisan mugkin kesan veloxin tadi....da x dgr da die ckp ape...sedar2 pagi esok aku bangun.....bdn rasa da ok...da xde sakit2 dada...dan alhamdulillah sampai sekarang xde muntah2 lagi...aku da stop obimin, calcium and protein dan aku makan dengan kuantiti yg sikit tapi kerap...so biskut la peneman setia kalo tibe2 rase lapar...sbb x boleh makan banyak sekarang..~

moral of the story - before amek supplement sila la consult any specialist first and for the record tomorrow morning nye my dad call asking for my health being... dan kebetolan baru pas minum ensure... ayah pun cakap... tak boleh minum ensure (protein drink) sbb dlm ensure ade mcm2 komponen so for the first 3 months tak bole amek ape2 supplement... dingdong! nape tak terpikir nak tanye ayah bole ke x amek obimin dulu? maybe terlalu excited kot...

i think that's all for now..dah maghrib pun.. time for mandi and solat...

Sunday, March 11, 2012

First post in 2012...

when i'm writing that's really mean i've reach my upper limit of boredom.. because i'm not a fan of virtual writing.... only reading...

here we goes.. 2012 definitely will change my whole life with me currently struggling for my final sem... well, not actually struggling... with only 4 papers throughout the semester? that is called heaven..

"kalau 4 tahun boleh tahan, takkan la 4 bulan tak boleh...sikit je lagi tu..." Azfar Naif, 2012.

yess...finally... and this year is gonna be a blast. with 2 kenduri in the middle of the year, am sure life will be intresting...

and yess..alhamdulillah... insyaAllah we'll be having our little khalifah not later than october, i'm so excited...i've been waiting tooooo long for this.... and Thank U Allah for hearing our do'a.... 





Actually i was only 3 days late for my period then i'm toooo excited then i did the upt. it actually came out  +ve but only with a blur line... only 3 days!!for sure i have toooo active secretion for hCG (the blue strip) then after consulting with both my mom and my mother in-law , i did the upt again one week after and the line become darker..!! weehuuu and everybody was happy... erkkk is happy....especially my ayah of course.. ever since we've got married he keep asking for his generasi ke-3... then ayah, this is a gift from us!!!

And then my MIL keep talking on and on that this is gonna be a twin (praying silently...hihi...)she had been praying for it since she went for haji last year... she really want a twin grandchild i think...

and then my mom goes like... where are you going for antenatal, delivery bla..bla..u should go here and there, here again, there again.. and my lil fayyadh is just like, i'm going to be pak su soon....weehuu.. and all other siblings like "nnt ape baby nak panggil...mak lang..mak cik?"

and me of course, happy... seeing that, i can make all other people around me happy tooo... especially my too-kind lover, mr azfar naif.. ;)

it's only 2 months and i heard that the very first trimester is the most fragile period... this is the period where people got miscarriage if they're not being really careful... and now i'm worried about the finishing school... and dah tentu the program adalah modul wajib... i'd already risk my self going for beijing last february... and i don't want to risk anything again for the second time.. >.< what should i doooo.... =( hopefully i'll get past thisss... plus i hate any activity involving my weekend also..

Some more i want to share (i've got no idea whose gonna read my story ),  two of my adik ipar will be tying their knot in the middle of this year.. i'm glad i can be part of their historic moment.. as i can be consider to be playing a very little part in the merging of the two hearts. (poyo gile) hihi...but then it's really me who got themselves introduced. 50% me.... hihi ^_^' 50% is eina's... tapi only for my brother in law jela.... i think they are going to make a really cute couple with a very high Islamic value.. i really respect that... sebab in nowdays environment, people like to 'couple2' first before they decide to get married... same goes to me... but i never regret that, because i know i have found my right man.... and during that moment, throughout the 4 years, alhamdulillah Allah has protect us from any bisikan syaitan, and we still have the sparkles in our relationship.... kadang2 aku pun terpikir mcm mane la perasaan  bercinta lps kawen, mesti best.... but then i believe we are special sbb bercinta sebelum kawen, but then we still falling in love with each other for every second. even berpisah seminggu pun kadang2 boleh nangis kerinduan.... (gedik2!!!) 

I love watching my BIL with his soon-to-be-bride sebab berkenalan dalam masa yang singkat and the decision was made only after few weeks they got to know each other..itupun tidak bersua muka.... and i think it's will only be like 3/4 months? and they'll be tying down the knots in may/june insyaAllah... and this girl is really sweet.. they've been going out for a few times now and of course my MIL or SIL will tag along... i believe that is the best way to protect the relationship.... you know the saying "kalau dah berdua, mesti ada yang ketiga.." and i believe kalau lelaki tu betol2 gentleman, dia tak akan bawa mana2 perempuan keluar berdua sahaja... kerana kalau dia sayangkan hubungan itu, sudah pasti dia akan lindunginya dari memberi peluang kepada syaitan... (jadi ustazah la pulak kan...~)

tapi that is only my POV, selagi niat kerana Allah, insyaAllah kita akan dilindungi... 

that's it for now..