Persoalan dalam Hidup...

Mula-mula...

Sekolah : Nanti da habes sekolah, nak ambik ape?

Universiti :Dah ade boyfriend ke belum?

Kerja : Dah lama sangat kawan tu...bila nak kawen?

Lepas tu......

Dah kahwin : Tak de ape-ape lagi ke? bile lagi nieee...

Soalan-soalan lazim dari makcik-makcik dan kawan-kawan baik.. bile sampai satu tahap perut asyik kene raba je...ish...ish...raba la banyak2 pun, mmg da xde isi lagi pun!

So...sekarang ni, nak cerita mengenai soalan yang last sekali tu...

Jeles tu, jeles jugak tengok kawan-kawan ramai yang da pregnant, yg kawin sekali pun skang ni tinggal sebulan lagi nak due... ade tu kawan nak tambah yang ke-3 da, due pun next month gak.. umur pun da 26!! 26 tuuuu... lagi 4 thn nak masuk 3 dekad... =(

Sedey la...geram tengok kawan-kawan upload gamba baby..
semua comel-comel...
geram dan geram......
 Terpaksa la tenangkan perasaan..
takpe..sabar..sabar..tinggal lagi setahun lebih je nak mengayuh ni
da penat da 3thn mengayuh...
minta-minta sampai la ke destinasi
takut je tibe2 ombak ke taufan ke
kalau sampan terbalik, ade pelampung tak pe lagi
boleh kayuh pelan-pelan..
tapi kalau da tenggelam?
Sia-sia la 3 tahun berkayuh..

Sabar awatif....

Nur Nilam Sari

 Nur Nilam Sari

Pinjamkan sinarmu Nur Nilam Sari
Buatku merempuhi malam
KAbus berlabuh bagaikan awan
Mengaburi penglihatan
Menyekat maksud di sempadan
Redup yang ku pasangkan angan

Sekadar berhasrat
Berlindung dalam lena
Pejamkan mata untuk
Ku lupakan sengsara
Berapi kerdipan
Melaraskan jiwa
Menyusuk ke arah asalku

Senyumanmu satu azimat
Buat diriku yang hina
Manusia terpinggir hidup melara
Tak pernah kenal erti bahagia
Namun ku masih gembira
Bagiku rahmat semuanya
Oh mungkin kalau nasib ku berbeza
Aku tak mampu
Menilaikan dikau

Aku berani
Berani aku
Katakan dirimu itu
Dewi kayangan

Setelah SEMBILAN BELAS HARI....

Setelah sembilan belas hari tak balik.....i'm missing every one in my family especialy my husbannnndddd...ngeee (ngade2 betol padahal everyweek kot dtg P.alam nie) I'm not a homesick tapi i'm a family-sick. and yes sissy also havent gone back for few weeks...rasenye lagi lame kot but she never mind that.. she is sooo sooooo occupied that she forgot she had ayah and mak, asking me every week when you little sister gonna come back..how will i know..Last Friday kitorang pun cepat2 balik....and maybe semua orang pun rindu kitorang...yeayyy..then mcm bese makan besar kat Mohd Chan...enjoy da pic!!!

With my mom

dad with lil sissy

fayyadh addicted to gf-sms-syndrome

and them again.. =)

my big and lil bro with my lil sissy

pelahap punya anak dara!!

and with my beloved husband =)

p/s: Malam kang nak tengok merong for the 2nd time...with hubby and bro and sis!

Tak Sabar

Tak Sabar

  nak balik rumah

nak jumpa my hubby

nak jumpa mak

nak jumpa ayah 

nak buli fayyadh

nak gado dengan abang

nak gosip dengan akhtar

nak minum ice blended

nak jalan2 kat tasek cempaka

nak makan ayam madu 

nak panjat encik lori

nak tukar lampu kete... erkkk??

dan yang paling penting

tak sabar nak download movie banyak2!!

TAPI....

besok ada test retail

literature review tak siap lagi

assignment retail pun x siap lagi?

da dpt assignment baru tadi??

assignment en meor pun x sentuh lagi!

lab report autocoid langsung tak buka~

pastu ade pulak next week mcm2 kelas ganti..

kurang sebulan  da kene present research

lagi sebulan pulak da kene submit menatang tu!!

tapi SV kate rilek..rilek...

oooppss... lupe

CNS ade pulak keje sempat nak bagi lagi~

makin STRESS dan TENSION la macam gini

ape nak buat?????

Terima Ajela..Padan muka sape suruh sambung belaja

TAPI....

Bila pikir esok nak balik...

Semua STRESS dan TENSION hilang..

Tak sabar Rasanya...

(^_^)

Terharu (",)

Right before my very eyes
I thought that you were only fakin' it
And like before my heart was takin' it.

Baby what a big surprise
Right before my very eyes.

Yesterday it seemed to me
My life was nothing more than wasted time
But here today you've softly changed my mind.

Baby what a big surprise
Right before my very eyes.

Just to be alone
Was a little more than I could take
Then you came to stay

Hold me in the morning
Love me in the afternoon
Help me find my way.

Now and then just like before
I think about the love I've thrown away
But now it doesn't matter anyway.

Baby, what a big surprise.

By: Chicago ~

Thanks for the surprise abang..

Feeling better now..

Len kali leh buat lagi k!

 

Terharu k... =) 143

Caramello

Salam...entry kali ni plak nak citer pasal puding gula hangus caramel...hebat tak nama? mcm bese last friday partner-in-crime aku buat dessert2 yang cam best ni buat la dessert2 yang berkualiti (dijudge oleh kami sendiri) result die xde la sehebat mcm chef2 yang buat dessert dekat hotel enam belas bintang tu..tapi setakat nak makan2 sambil merapu di twitter dan stalk gamba org kat FB tu okey la kan...

Mula-mula plan nak buat dadih gak sebab ade lagi satu paket dadih...tapi tibe2 teringin nak wat caramel..so buatla...resipi simple je...tp nak buat kukus ni renyah skit la lagi2 pengukus nye sempit dan cute sgt la.. *tkb mka* so berejam2 jugak la nak tunggu sampai masak maybe next time nak try yang tak payah kukus. dgr2 cite ade teknik buat karamel tanpa kukus..kene wat research dulu la..

nak wat caramel ni senang je..bahan2 pun skit dan senang utk didapati.. 

telur 7 biji (yang aku pakai la)

tepung kastard 2 sudu besar

susu sejat ideal 1 tin ~ 400ml (aku suke yg ni walaupun mahal skit; jgn beli dkt econsave mahal gile! beli yang kat tesco)

3 sudu gula ~ tp adjust ikut rasa la mane tau sudu aku terlebih besar ke terlebih kecik ke

Campur kan kesemua bahan2 di atas tu dan kacau2 sampai da agak2 rata. nak tau ok ke tak rasa nya, rasa la skit tp may be tawar2 skit...tapi tawar2 ok da sbb nanti kene makan dengan kuah caramel yang manis kan

okay cara nak buat kuah pulak, 3 sudu besar gula panaskan dlm periuk sampai kekuning2 kuningan, da agak kuning tu campo skit air, kalo bole campo air panas, aku tercampo air biasa so die mcm terkejut jadi ketol2 plak, aku kene repair plak gula karamel aku tp ape pun biar die kekuning2an la jangan hitam sgt nanti bau hangit2 plak. da siap masak tu tuang dalam acuan..aku cam bese acuan dessert aku ialah plastik empat segi tepat yang beli kat tesco tu...

da siap tuang gula hangus tu, tuang plak adunan yang first skali buat tu dlm acuan yang sama..pastu letak la dlm pengukus dan kukus....agak2 dalam 20 - 30 minit la kukus...nak tau da masak belum, cucuk2 skit dgn garpu. bila da masak, letak la dlm peti ais.makan bila sejuk paling best..macam aku makan sekarang nie..nyumm..nyum....~ 

Gambar selepas kukus sebelum masuk fridge

 

 Bekas terakhir da tingal half da (yang aku tgh makan ni)

Aku berjaya dpt 2 bekas ni, banyak x? huhu...aku letak xtra kastard snarnye..tp xpela..cuma yg second ni die punye gula hangus x jadi sgt sbb masa tuang atas die tu, dorang bercampur gaul pulak sesame sendiri...tp takpela this time x seberjaya last week..tp ape2 pun congrate pada jannah sebab dia berjaya membuat apa yang telah die inginkan...x snap plak gamba jannah.tp maybe die snap kot~ okey la..haha konon2 nak tido tp x tido2..okey la gudnite!

Merong Mahawangsa..ape tu?

"Sampai masa tibanya waktu,

Redup hati kaum berdua,

Bila dua jasad bersatu,

Hidup mati jadi bersama"

Itulah dia petikan daripada filem Jerong Titiwangsa.. opppsss silap.. Merong Mahawangsa...Macam mana segah namanya begitulah juga segah filemnya...Thumbs up for KRU production kerana berjaya menerbitkan sebuah filem epik yang sangat berkualiti dan bagus. Sebelum filem ni keluar aku dan kawan-kawan dah macam  tak sabar untuk menonton filem ni sebab trailer die sangat best! Dah lama rasenya tak menonton wayang bersama kawan-kawan.. asyik tgk dgn cik abg je... nie pun kene pujuk baru dpt kebenaran... sbb tu pun hari sabtu ade BRAIN. Ade sebab tak payah balik. Then ahad boleh get together dgn rumet2 yang class gitu..~ Never once in our degree life kitorang pegi tgk wayang sama... Throughout this three years inilah first time kami tgk wayang sama2 and hopefully this is not our last time.. Sebut pasal BRAIN. aku rase sangat bangga dgn Gen 7 Batch 0812 di atas kejayaan program ini. Banyak lecturer yang memuji... Hehehe.. memang batch ni batch yg best! i'm very grateful to be part of this batch. Dan Geng Health Check up..You guys rock!! Lebih2 lagi team 1...hahaha...

Okey..lari tajuk..actually entry ni aku nak review sikit pasal filem MERONG MAHAWANGSA (sebot betol2 yer...). Next time plak cite pasal BRAIN (no hard feeling kay bree.. (nickname utk brain)). Harini aku dan semua hosmet berjaya melaksanakan plan kami iaitu utk menonton Hikayat Merong Mahawangsa. Tengok dkt OU. Kitorang amek tiket paling awal iaitu 12.30 tghari. time tu tak ramai orang lagi.. Rasa nye hall pun tak penuh sbb dlm first 4 or 5 lines depan mmg kosong betol.. Maybe damansara x banyak melayu ker..? erkkkk..~

Overall this film is very good.. worth watching... you will not end up frustrating (speaking omputih la pulak....sbb prince rome is very cute~ngee..) cuma end up rushing to the nearby toilet (because it was damn cold inside ok!) The CGI effect was good even though it was not as good as the foreign so-called-hollywood-movie. The storyline i might say very good. Lots of action and fighting here and there. And also there are few hilarious scenes that tickles our heart away. Me myself i do not know the actual history or myth of merong mahawangsa... you can google it yourself. Merong mahawangsa was said to be the founder of langkasuka (old name for Kedah i think) well, it has something to do with the foundation of Kedah. He was claimed as a descendant of Iskandar the great. But the truth remain unknown i suppose. That was only his claim. The story was written in malay literature by if i'm not mistaken, Phra Ong Mahawangsa the descendant of merong mahawangsa, the first ruler of Kedah who converted to islam and change his name to Sultan Muzafar Syah. He's the one who narrate the story throughout the movie.

This movie was about merong mahawangsa, he was asked to escort the prince of Rome (very cute and innocent looking) to the golden peninsular (merong claim he was from there,or at least his mother was) to be married to Princess of China. Both great empire, Rome and China wish to merge their empire to attain greater civilization by marrying off their children. They are marrying their children at a neutral land in according to the feng-shui (also,if i'm not mistaken). This neutral land (golden peninsular) is the land without ruler or king. There are two tribes fighting over this land. This is where Geruda the pirates originate. They came to the land once in a while. After both bride and bridegroom had arrived, they fall in love into each other..... but unfortunately they were attacked by geruda and the princess was kidnapped.. and then the story goes on saving the princess's life and redeem back the land's peace and dignity. Well i should not tell further as it will spoil the movie. But i highly recommend u guys to go watch this movie..i would give 9 out of 10 for this movie... (i'm not very fond of an epic movie tho) very classic and artistic (with the dresses and the ships - remind me of pirates of carribean- out in may 19th) i think this is the first time local production had ever produced such film. i'm very proud to be malaysian (patriotik la pulak kan....) hehe...

I think that's all for now...next time may be pegi tgk dgn my habibi... he is waiting for my review..c'mon be positive sometimes watching malay film can be worth it..especially for the light one..but this one is quiet heavy...

naaa..this is for cuci the mata...

 

Okey tu jela..malas nak upload banyak2...satu keje plak nak edit..nak upload lagi..hehe and aku seorang yang kurang kesabaran ok...Penat nak tidow! nape la ade kelas pagi esok...

P/s : nak makan caramelo...hmm x sempat lagi nak stori pasal caramelo ku..next time plak..

I wanna Grow Old With You

Another day
Without your smile
Another day just passes by
But now I know
How much it means
For you to stay
Right here with me

The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger
But it hurt so bad I can't take it any longer

I wanna grow old with you
I wanna die lying in your arms
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna be looking in your eyes
I wanna be there for you
Sharing everything you do
I wanna grow old with you

A thousand miles between us now
It causes me to wonder how
Our love tonight remains so strong
It makes our risk right all along

The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger
But it hurt so bad I can't take it any longer

I wanna grow old with you
I wanna die lying in your arms
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna be looking in your eyes
I wanna be there for you
Sharing everything you do
I wanna grow old with you

Things can come and go I know but
Baby I believe
Something's burning strong between us
Makes it clear to me

I wanna grow old with you
I wanna die lying in your arms
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna be looking in your eyes
I wanna be there for you
Sharing everything you do
I wanna grow old with you

My dear abang

Dear abang...

If you can read this..i'm missing you badly..

If you can read this..i'm having a heartache..

If you can read this, i cannot sleep..

If you can read this...i'm thinking of you..

If you can read this..i'm surviving..

If you can read this...at the same time i'm suffering..

Dear abang...

It's been 9 months and 5 days

If there's something inside it's like 5 days more for it to comes out

I'm loving you more each second 

I'm loving you 86400 times each day

And it will be double every day

Dear abang...

Every time I hear your voice, I hear another reason to keep you forever

And forever for me let it be till the after life..

I'm following each of your word

Cause for me your words are my Jannah

It's been said that you only truly fall in love once,

But I don't believe it

Every time I see you, I fall in love all over again 

Dear abang...

Even though we are miles apart

Feels like we are lying together hand in hand

Laughing and tickling each other

Until i cry and u push me closer

I seem to have loved you in numberless forms

numberless times 

in life after life in age after age forever

Dear abang...

Please come here and hold me tight

As i am missing you every night

you are my prince king and knight

Since the first day i saw you smile

You charm and shyness was so sweet i was falling..~

Dear abang...

We have long more journey to go through together
with kids and cooking blending ice and drinks

Hope this will last forever

I love you so much and i know you do too

All the lovings you've been giving

are stealing my heart away...
Don't go anywhere because you are mine
And i'm yours until the great beyond
May Allah bless our marriage with lots of love

Dear abang... 

If only you can read this now...

..:: Dadih Vanilla ::..

Okay, entry kali ni nak cerita pasal dadih vanilla...last friday kitorang (aku dan jannah la tu..) membuat operasi membuat dessert (dessert pakai 4 hari punya..) Jannah buat agar-agar longan (adik angkat agar2 laici) manakala aku pulak buat dadih vanila.. (da seminggu mengidam kot!) operasi mencari dadih vanila amatla mencabar dari puncak alam ke plaza masalam (padahal sbb nak makan subway je) ke tesco shah alam ke kedai2 runcit di sekitar fasa 2 dan hinggalah ke econsave puncak alam..akhirnya bertemula dengan dadih vanila di econsave (i loveeee u econsave..semoga perniagaan semakin cemerlang k!) aku siap beli 2 pack lagi! kot2 la pasni da pupus ke dadih vanilla kan...ini gambarnya... 

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Tadaaaa...~

(bangganya jumpa dadih nie..)

pastikan dekat label ade :

Pastu...cara-cara nak buat die senang jer... mula2 panaskan 400ml susu, 3liter air, 100gm gula sampai masak..jaga2 api tu jangan kasi mendidih nanti pecah pulak pulak...so agak2 da panas tu padam kan api dan kacau slow2... tuangkanlah isi dari dalam pek dadih (mcm gambar kat atas tu) pastu rasa la..adjust2 skit gula kalo kurang manis k...kacau sampai sama rata.. pandai2 la tengok da rata ke belom.. then agak2 da sejuk skit.. tuangkanlah dalam bekas atau acuan..mcm aku buat dpt 4 bekas yang container plastik empat segi tepat tu dan 3 cawan bekas plastik.. mcm gini haa..

Ini bekas terakhir a.k.a bekas ke-empat..nampak tak betapa sedap nya sampai habes??? ngeh..ngeh..ngeh.. selamat mencuba! 

p/s: Credits to my mom for the so-called-instant-recipe... even though mine better ;p but u're still my dadilla idol.. =D

..:: Happiness ::..

Money cannot buy happiness
But..... Money can take away your life
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So...don't buy BMW ..... =D