First post in 2012...

when i'm writing that's really mean i've reach my upper limit of boredom.. because i'm not a fan of virtual writing.... only reading...

here we goes.. 2012 definitely will change my whole life with me currently struggling for my final sem... well, not actually struggling... with only 4 papers throughout the semester? that is called heaven..

"kalau 4 tahun boleh tahan, takkan la 4 bulan tak boleh...sikit je lagi tu..." Azfar Naif, 2012.

yess...finally... and this year is gonna be a blast. with 2 kenduri in the middle of the year, am sure life will be intresting...

and yess..alhamdulillah... insyaAllah we'll be having our little khalifah not later than october, i'm so excited...i've been waiting tooooo long for this.... and Thank U Allah for hearing our do'a.... 

Actually i was only 3 days late for my period then i'm toooo excited then i did the upt. it actually came out  +ve but only with a blur line... only 3 days!!for sure i have toooo active secretion for hCG (the blue strip) then after consulting with both my mom and my mother in-law , i did the upt again one week after and the line become darker..!! weehuuu and everybody was happy... erkkk is happy....especially my ayah of course.. ever since we've got married he keep asking for his generasi ke-3... then ayah, this is a gift from us!!!

And then my MIL keep talking on and on that this is gonna be a twin (praying silently...hihi...)she had been praying for it since she went for haji last year... she really want a twin grandchild i think...

and then my mom goes like... where are you going for antenatal, delivery bla..bla..u should go here and there, here again, there again.. and my lil fayyadh is just like, i'm going to be pak su soon....weehuu.. and all other siblings like "nnt ape baby nak panggil...mak lang..mak cik?"

and me of course, happy... seeing that, i can make all other people around me happy tooo... especially my too-kind lover, mr azfar naif.. ;)

it's only 2 months and i heard that the very first trimester is the most fragile period... this is the period where people got miscarriage if they're not being really careful... and now i'm worried about the finishing school... and dah tentu the program adalah modul wajib... i'd already risk my self going for beijing last february... and i don't want to risk anything again for the second time.. >.< what should i doooo.... =( hopefully i'll get past thisss... plus i hate any activity involving my weekend also..

Some more i want to share (i've got no idea whose gonna read my story ),  two of my adik ipar will be tying their knot in the middle of this year.. i'm glad i can be part of their historic moment.. as i can be consider to be playing a very little part in the merging of the two hearts. (poyo gile) hihi...but then it's really me who got themselves introduced. 50% me.... hihi ^_^' 50% is eina's... tapi only for my brother in law jela.... i think they are going to make a really cute couple with a very high Islamic value.. i really respect that... sebab in nowdays environment, people like to 'couple2' first before they decide to get married... same goes to me... but i never regret that, because i know i have found my right man.... and during that moment, throughout the 4 years, alhamdulillah Allah has protect us from any bisikan syaitan, and we still have the sparkles in our relationship.... kadang2 aku pun terpikir mcm mane la perasaan  bercinta lps kawen, mesti best.... but then i believe we are special sbb bercinta sebelum kawen, but then we still falling in love with each other for every second. even berpisah seminggu pun kadang2 boleh nangis kerinduan.... (gedik2!!!) 

I love watching my BIL with his soon-to-be-bride sebab berkenalan dalam masa yang singkat and the decision was made only after few weeks they got to know each other..itupun tidak bersua muka.... and i think it's will only be like 3/4 months? and they'll be tying down the knots in may/june insyaAllah... and this girl is really sweet.. they've been going out for a few times now and of course my MIL or SIL will tag along... i believe that is the best way to protect the relationship.... you know the saying "kalau dah berdua, mesti ada yang ketiga.." and i believe kalau lelaki tu betol2 gentleman, dia tak akan bawa mana2 perempuan keluar berdua sahaja... kerana kalau dia sayangkan hubungan itu, sudah pasti dia akan lindunginya dari memberi peluang kepada syaitan... (jadi ustazah la pulak kan...~)

tapi that is only my POV, selagi niat kerana Allah, insyaAllah kita akan dilindungi... 

that's it for now..